maplestory really amuses me. i learnt how to spell words that i probably would never have learnt in a thousand years. today someone said: gRaTs mWyee gOr oRn hIt Lvv 7x!!!!! lUrbBie eUU 4eVa~~~mEi. when i finally worked out what that meant, i almost pissed myself laughing. what kind of short form is mwyee for my? tell me you're lazy to type, fine. but i can't think of any decent excuse for spelling like that.

haha and thanks to yunqing, now i'm playing the battle of wesnoth and sucking terrifically at it. not even noob lah. in frank's language, it's crap level. like him at dota. i totally got owned once delfador left me. shit now i'm sounding like a no-lifer.

class chalet (this is completely random isn't it?) kinda set me thinking, but then again everything sets me thinking. notice how people get along better only when it's time to part? maybe it's the knowledge of parting that makes us more social, since, hey, you're never going to see these people again, lets just get along nicely for the last time. chalet reminded me both of why i wanted to get out of there so badly, and also why i wanted to stay. whatever the case, i don't think i could have asked for a better ending with the 23 (minus minus) people i've spent two years with, and the memories of indian poker-ing and mahjong-ing and getting-trashed-at-soccer-ing and dawn cycling and sunrise watching and escape-ing will be with me for a long time to come. oh oh oh and kawaii neh-ing. haha i was just laughing to myself and my mum walked in. it's not as if she doesn't already think i'm mad.

i think by next year, most of us will be working. probably our first foray into the vicious society, kinda like a kid's first night away from home, except that the kid's never going to return home. it's quite a sobering thought.

tomorrow's the big night at the indoor stadium, and i hope nothing goes wrong. pray hard yeah. the rehearsals have been quite despairing, it's gonna have to be a one hit wonder.

okay lah okay lah i just updated now leave me alone.

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